Shine like the stars above.

Friday, January 6, 2012
01:04

Chalet 4th & 5th January 2012!

The chalet was Awesome because everyone who said they were coming, turned up. I was happy for that. But I wasn't in my best mood throughout.

Purchasing of food, was split up in two teams. My team had a missing member cause she was late. wth. haha. So we rushed to grab everything that was written down. Then we met up with the other team to head to the chalet.
We had to walk from the interchange to the chalet, it was kinda long and tiring since we were carrying the heavy stuff. We arrived, and woah! First impression of the chalet was WOAH! It was big and spacious.
Only one, apart from the food purchasing team, had arrived.
We started preparations for BBQ around 6pm?
The fire for BBQ started within 1 minute of setting up thanks to me mostly.... That was seriously my first time starting a fire so fast. Also thanks to Xiao Shi.

The rest arrived when we started to BBQ, nice timing guys. The teachers arrived, Ms Aileen and Mr Shen. After I started the BBQ, I couldn't take it anymore, so the rest started cooking. I took a rest. lol. My friend brought his guitar and played some songs.Then me and Asyraf decided to sing instinctively when we heard him playing the chords. Haha!

This bugger got drunk so fast, and was creating a lot of scenes, his drama was endless. And it was embarrassing to watch. Firstly, he is a MUSLIM. At the pit, I almost lost it and wanted to hit him. HARD. To make him wake up. Bloody hell, use an accent on me.
By 9-10pm, the food was starting to run out, so we stopped BBQing cause we need to leave some food for two more friends. And I was in one of the four rooms talking to Qam, wah I really pity him. Having to be strict to himself yet he doesn't want to cause unhappiness towards those that he loves with his decisions. While I listened to him, I could almost feel his state of emotions. And then when he's decided on a fair decision, we wen out. I was freaking shock that they were BBQing the remaining food. I was disappointed with their actions. But I can't blame them, they were humans, teenagers, we eat a lot. The thing that kept me at a state of abrupt anger is that they do not clean up after themselves. I told them, I even shouted after several times for them to clean. Plates on the floor, satay sticks on the food preparation table. Super pissed. So I went to the area with a sofa cushion. LOL! Was sitting then Afiq, sat beside me after a long time talking to his girlfriend on the phone. He looked down, really down. I asked what's wrong, and what I got was something I should have been more prepared about. His tale is similar to mine, 3 years ago? Girls, please don't let us chase you, catch you then you say that it was just a test. Please DON'T. I felt him, cause I've been through it, he has not, and I do not want that to happen to him.

Then after that, I saw Joseph sitting by himself. I thought he was sleeping and wanted to call him back cause everyone went in already. I couldn't believe that he was c_ _ _ _ _ . I got really upset and confused at the same time. So concerned. Why are my friends facing so much trouble? Can't their troubles just shift to me? They are all cheerful people; Qam, Afiq and Joseph. It hurts me to know that they are hurting. And them forcing to fake a smile, hurts me even more. Can I trade their pain with a smile on their faces again? Anything for them to smile again, sincerely, I'd do everything possible.

Time went pass, the girls went back. Then it struck me, Arina was supposed to bring back her water container. I was super pissed that she did not even bother to ask me. Cause I kept it for her from the last BBQ our class had, and then brought it for this chalet. And now I have to bring it back with me again? WTF. My parents were already mad at me for keeping it for so long cause it is not mine. Tsk. She did not even text or call saying she forgot or what. Nothing was done. -.-

When I come to think of it, the one who suggested this chalet did not stay overnight. SO I do not think the person's suggestion for the next chalet or bbq would be considered. Maybe maybe not.

Back to this. I went inside a room cause the group in the hall wanted to play some card games. And end up, I landed right in the middle of a ghost sharing session. Scary stories in it.....

SO end of the day, I ended up sleeping. Cause a lot went home already siah......Hehehehe...

Monday, December 19, 2011
15:55

It's the holidays.

What's up with the fonts?

Anyways, my holidays started a week ago, and I've done nothing much during the holidays. Was supposed to do site rece for my TPS project, but one of the team member is busy. So it's postponed. Time is running out, and we have not started on anything.

Same goes to all my other holiday assignments and projects. Scape Countdown committee, Capstone organising committee. TPS project and then there is this report to be done. Tsk so many things to do.

I need a job, but I do not wish to work in politically strong place. It disrupts my thoughts and does not form a good impression towards me. Plus I might get into one of their rumours. Which I got into in the previous company I worked under. All of a sudden I was the talk of town, or was it that it was kept really low so I would not find out. Because if I did, gosh damn, they would be screwed.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011
01:57

Love this thing..

Girls need to realize ♥

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freakin' mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood I'm in.

Let us pay for you ! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.

Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

Every guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

ADVICE:

*Holding Hands* -Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.

*Movies* -Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder. -Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other* -Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too and mean it.

*Laying below the stars* -Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heartbeat. -Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011
19:57

We Got Married: Adam Couple

Hello! Recently, I got myself to watch We Got Married: Adam Couple, out of curiosity. The reality show has so many ups and downs. Basically for them, they face more downs then ups, hehe.

I've been watching the show, and everytime I watch, I get butterflies in my stomach and I just couldn't stop smiling to myself because of the things they do. They are so sweet. I wish they would actually date and get married in real life. I don't want them to end. ):

I'm reaching the Couple's last episode really soon. I've grown learning more of love and of the both of them through this show. And it's really sad to have a not so happy ending. I'm already getting emotional just thinking about it. It's almost the same feeling as having butterflies in the stomach, but this time it has a negative impact. Wah I'm really sad and disappointed.

I've been watching their episodes from these websites:

http://thetimes.wordpress.com/

http://snjeung.wordpress.com/

Do watch them! They would make a difference to you, somehow. Non-kpop fans are not encouraged to watch.

Sunday, November 6, 2011
21:01

I'll Stand My Ground.

Being uninvited hurts, especially if they are the ones closest to you.

So now I can kind of figure out where I stand, and it ain't anywhere close in their hearts.

Apologies if I am assuming things, if I really am then you should make a point to me that I'm wrong.

I am not avoiding you, but you seem to have been giving me the cold shoulder since I can remember. It seems to me that you are the one avoiding me. Don't believe me? Ok... Recently how many times in a day have you spoke to me? Zero to none.

Thursday, November 3, 2011
21:31

Spooktacular Day 3,4 & 5

I really can't get my mind off of you. She's been stuck on my mind, however her face has become more and more pixelated because I can't really remember her face now. I think, 너무 좋아요!

Sad isn't it?

Anyway for the rest of the days, I don't remember much. It happened way too fast. The only ones I remembered was taking pictures with infants. They were so adorable. They were a bit wary of me but they didn't cry out of fear. I almost smiled brightly.

The Appreciation Lunch is on 19th November, Saturday. I hope it goes well.

Friday, October 28, 2011
00:06

Spooktacular Day 1 & 2

The event that I've waited an entire year for, has finally arrived.

Sentosa Spooktacular. I only got to know my character on the first day itself. Even then, I was a given a choice between two characters. I must have been lucky to have come early, cause I got to choose that character.

I remembered the more standout happenings on the first two days.

First day, OCTOBER 21st, not much. But the first thing a minority group of people thought when they saw me was that I was a stripper. WTH. Secondly some thought it was cosplay. WTH again.

OK. I remembered me disturbing this Caucasian woman with natural white-blonde hair. I kept somehow appearing in front of her or behind her. The third time was down an escalator, she said "You're scary. I'm gonna have a nightmare because of you." And everytime she sees me, she'll give that *not again* kind of expression. But she kept smiling. Then another time, she said "(points to another ghost) He's friendly. You. You are scary, and I'm gonna have nightmares because of you." Still smiling, she said that. These kind of people make your job worth it. I really hope she didn't actually have nightmares.

Another thing that stood out was a group of young guys, probably 2-4 years younger than me approached me for a photo. The guy who caught my attention was this really good looking guy. His face almost shone in the barely lit ambiance. His face was so flawless. It was almost pure white. Then when he walked to stand beside me for a photo, I could see the side-view of his nose. And damn, it was straight and sharp. Wow really marvelous. First time I saw a guy that flawless looking. Really amazing. Good to know there are guys that possess that kind of look. HOWEVER!!! He was holding on to a tote bag and although not a sure sign that he's a softie, his standing posture was still manly. Heng.....

Second day, OCTOBER 22nd, was more happening so to say. There was a bigger turnout. Way bigger.

I was stationed near Sky Tower this time. More people. More flashes blinding me within minutes.

So there were three really young boys around 6-10 years old in range. I stared at them and that was enough to startle them. Then after awhile, two of them came back and disturbed me. I chased them down all the way to the last flight of escalators. MY FEET WERE KILLING ME! I wasn't wearing anything on my feet, as though the rocks weren't enough, I had to step on the escalator. I was cursing inside. As though that wasn't enough for them. They came back up not long after, but this time there was only two of them. They taunted me a few times, I ignored them because they were just too close to the escalators. It wasn't safe. So they tried sneaking past my blind spot, but apparently I was watching them. Once they were well away from the escalator, I chased them all the way to Sky Tower. They split directions as soon as I gave chase. I chased the older one, the ground was slippery, and he slipped in a really hilarious position. I just stopped chasing him as soon as that happened. I was also about to slip, but lucky he slipped first. Pity lah. Then the Ranger came, "Don't chase him too much". Indirectly, that means "That was sick!!" Hehe...^^

Throughout the night, there will be staff selling Halloween headgear. I kept staring at this Indian & Chinese Female staff, they were selling the headgear. But mostly I just followed and stared the Indian Girl, and she kept asking me to talk to her and blah blah blah. She said, "I must find out who you are. Seriously. You ah...." You know, for me, even the staffs have no exception. I disturbed the Takoyaki guy throughout the 2 days. It's funny how uncomfortable he was.

So there was this group of people near a queue. I realised this guy was kind of hiding behind his buddy. I went to him and BOOM!!! his reaction to it was hilarious. Even I wanted to laugh at that point of time. Those in the queue laughed, his friends laughed. He must have been really embarrassed. Sorry.

I was at Sky Tower area, a group of girls walked passed me. One of them said, "Isn't this Alif? He from SHINee Concert one!" I was like wth? Who are you? I've never seen you before. For a ghost, that was kind of embarassing. ^^ I recognised one of them from the previous year queue management team.

I eyed on this couple in a queue. The girl was obviously scared. I turned to face other guests. Then I heard her say,"This one not scary one lah". That instant, I turned and stared at her. Even her boyfriend felt uncomfortable. ^^ Well done Alif

I love disturbing couples. This year the guys are a bit calmer and less protective. Thank you people. There was a guy who was comforting his girlfriend and he saw me approaching them. He made a gesture behind her to not come. I find that very considerate and respectful.

There was this couple about to go towards the escalator. I moved towards them. All of a sudden, the girl ran. She let go of her boyfriend, turned, ran. I blocked her, and she slipped and fell. That point of time, I snapped out of character and helped her up. See I good boy you know.

At Sky Tower, I was walking pass. Some group called me to take a photo with them. Then my attention was brought to the group right in front of me. I recognised them cause I kept disturbing one of the girls. She was supposedly afraid, but she wasn't anymore. She jokingly asked whether we could switch headgear. I change with her and took a photo. Should have pose like a cutie lorh. Haish...

Last two. In the queue at IOS, there was two groups about a few metres behind each other. The one further in front were people around my age group. There was one guy who acted inappropriately, and I swear I wanted knee his treasures down there. So rude. Haha then some of them said that this girl wanted my number. And the girl who asked for it, came forward and ask me a few questions. Obviously I didn't answer. But she was smart. She said if I was local blink my eyes once. So I blinked once. She asked if I was older than 15 years old blink once. Then I blink. Then all her friends stop her. They stop raking information from him lahhhhhhhh. LOL! I can't help but smile.

As I walk backwards in the queue. There is this group of guys and girls younger than me. In the group everyone was really afraid of me even being close to them. I was at first staring at this girl. She avoided eye contact at all times. Her friends told her to stare back. When she did, I climbed into the queue and went right next to her face and stare. She was definitely afraid loh cover her face like that. The bad thing was, her eyes were teary. I kinda felt bad but hey just doing my job. :) I kept disturbing her since. ^^

Wednesday, October 26, 2011
03:55

HELLO!!!

I miss being on this blog. I miss writing my life story. Daily happenings and so on and so forth. I have many things to update this blog with.

There's the SHINee World Concert, the Audi Boat Trip, my first term results and currently the event I've waited a year for; Sentosa Spooktacular!

I will update more and more. I have yet to explain myself for my time away from this blog. The internet connection at my house was cut off for a few months, so I was left unable to even update myself with news.

This is it for this post. Stay at the edge of your seats cause I'll be updating really soon.

I gotta sleep cause it's way past bedtime.

Goodnight.

Friday, September 9, 2011
10:48

It's been a while, hasn't it?

So many things have been happening since I've last updated my blog.

And currently I am super pissed with a number of my classmates. Why can't they just agree? Gosh. Firstly if you guys are gonna back out like this on a major basis, you guys shouldn't have agreed on it in the first place. It would save everyone the trouble.

Alright, so it's like this, we are going for Jalan Raya on Monday 12th September. And at first we all wanted to to get a chartered bus or something cause there were many of us. And then after my friend had booked for it for $20 per hour, most who had agreed on it suddenly is so against it. They backed out saying it's too expensive. I am still like, WTF? What were you guys thinking. I'm at an utter speechless state where I wish to not speak to anyone anything. Cause I might end up blowing up in their faces.

OH! Tomorrow's SHINee concert! And something struck me really hard this morning. My friend told me that SHINee is arriving here in Singapore at 6am in the morning tomorrow. And all I could say was, " They must be really tired. They will definitely have to go for rehearsals straight away after that. They'd be so tired, they may collapse" Aish, the physical fatigue they are gonna face is a bit too harsh. I hope their management don't give them such a hectic and tight schedule. Anyway, I'm gonna be there early to get some merchandise there, just for souvenirs.

Sunday, I'm going out with my family to visit my cousins and relatives. :)

Monday, believe I'd still be mad at their last minute backing out. I'll definitely show a blank face and be quiet most of the times.

Why do I have to make small sacrifices to make others happy, but no one's willing to make small sacrifices to make me happy.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011
23:05

It's too early for this to happen.

My friend. She was really someone where I thought I could really trust and respect. But this was way pass the line.

its too late now
i dont wanna hear anything
yeah i talked about you.
i talked BAD ABOUT YOU.
DONE. over
bye

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